It's been 20 days since I actually had air to breath, to step back and think and to realize that sometimes living in the moment is a good thing. It all turned out to be very conspicuous now that I look back on it. What began as a fairy tale, ended like a fairy tale.
Back to reality. The smell of Dior homme cologne has infected the location in which I sit. While I am so allergic to this scent, I continue to wear it. The feeling is not suffering for fashion but that is exactly what I am doing; itch itch.
I can't help but think about how amazing life can really be. Metaphorically speaking, the rivalry between Orange County and Los Angeles has finally ended. She has crossed the line to make peace. For the first time in eight years, I feel safe in my own home. A feeling of comfort that is true, organic and real. Visit (Mutual Aberrations Society) for cross reference.
If you be yourself rather then be someone you're not, you will gravitate much further in life and meet individuals who have quality to share. That is why I constantly try to plan my escape from LA. For months I had given up on this city of lights and glamour. This contrived- everything is the same mentality from everyone. Friends who stab your back, relationships that are driven by the poshness of dates, rather then the intellectual connection of two people really liking one another and a business that is becoming a dying trend; music. But I have hope and then again I remind myself how young I am and life is really just beginning for me.
Why is it so difficult to find someone you really like and moreso, when you find this person whoever it may be, there is that fear of commitment. Let's rewind 40 years to the white picket fence lifestyles of suburbia, a time when America was the land of the "Free". In no way I am trying to be cliche. In fact I rather be the minority then the majority however today it's a free for all; psychosomatic culture breeding with insecurities. But....
You're out there though and I know it :)
And with all this said, there is nothing better to cheer ones day then buy a new pair of shoes. Our purchase was the Prada vintage loafers yesterday at Barneys. So while...
Wearing this:
and Listening to this playlist on shuffle:
Cologne Cerrone Houdini - Goldfrapp
That Valley - Duran Duran
If You Had Called Yesterday - Julie Roberts
Work, Work, Work - The Rakes
Disintegration - The Cure
I'm An Actor - Phoenix
Dance In My Blood - Men, Women and Children
The Zookeeper's Boy - Mew
Sweetest Thing - U2
Love is A Place - Metric
Sister - She Wants Revenge
Faint - Linkin Park
When You're In - Pink Floyd
Gong- Sigur Ros
Neighborhood #4 - Arcade Fire
Call Me - The Myriad
Follow The Cops Back Home - Placebo
Reckoner- Radiohead
Close Range - New Order
Needle In The Hay - Elliot Smith
Live life in the moment because who knows where it will really take you. Follow me on this journey, hold my hand, look into my eyes and trust, that life is not really about living but about being.
This is me "being": Photo taken last week at the Hunnypot Radio show for Accidental Rhythm promo junket.
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